Hold It Down

from by Chat Line



i don't know what it is, but i feel it
lurking all around in the shadows
i've been trying hard just to read it
but i don't know myself like i did before

what do i want? what do i need?
is it possible that they're two different things?
am i too weak to do this all on my own?
am i feeling bad--or am i just too stoned?
i don't know anymore

tell me--do you want someone?
when you touch yourself late at night, who are you thinking of?
is she what you want? could you fall in love?
or do you just want someone else to make you come
i can tell that there's something missing
i just don't know what it is right now
and i really hate this indecision
baby all that i can do is hold it down

i don't know what it is but i feel it
floating all around my peripheral
when i shut my eyes i can see it
but i don't recognize it like i did before
why do i run? and what do i fear?
is it possible that it's already hear?
have i convinced myself that i should be on my own?
should i ask her out? or should i just get stoned?
i don't know anymore


from Tomorrow Is Not Tonight, released March 27, 2017



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